For once, you know, I'd actually like to be asked to go with you guys.
"But you'll just say no."
And what if I actually want to go? What if I'd of said yes? How the hell would you know? You never ask me!
"But it's not your kind of scene."
How the hell would you know?! Just because I don't drink or "party" like you guys won't mean I won't enjoy it. I show it differently.
"You dont drink. You wont like the music."
No, I dont drink. But I enjoy peoples company and if they're drinking, the funnier and stupider they get. And how the hell would you know my music? Half my music tastes arn't on my iPod, you see. How would you know I wouldn't like it?
"But you don't have the money."
I do actually. I have enough money saved to be able to hang out, I don't spend it on random stuff. I just don't like asking for it.
Would it hurt to be asked to hang out once in a damn while?
Is it because you don't like me?
Is it because I'm not them?
Is it because I have responsibilities?
Would it hurt to actually be wanted?
-BlackSaphirax
