Question with no anwsers #2

Ever feel so alone, your brain just goes blank when you sit and think “Who will I not annoy if I called them right now, cause I need someone to tell me it’s going to be okay. Who would want to sit and just talk to me? Who would want to give up their time to be bothered with me and my stupid problems?” and then you sit and try to keep breathing and not to cry as your body just sits and says “I dont want to be here anymore.” and then that little voice in your head agrees, “Me neither…”

Have you ever feel that alone, your body just cant be bothered to keep you alive anymore?

-BlackSaphirax

Nightmare of the days

Sometimes its like... Who can I talk too? Tom has his own life, megs never needs to hear my problems and sometimes I just wanna tell them... And to be.perfectly honest... No-one else bothers. So I'm alone and that's not the scariest part... It's that I really am afraid what my mind will come up with. Nightmares at night are enough arnt they? Why do I need them as I'm awake? I don't want to live in fear of what I think... I want to live and not be a zombie, trapped in my mind.
Guess that's not gunna happen, though... Guess some arnt that lucky...

-BlackSaphirax

Love, not like.

Recently we've had a family death... I love how I got this in the mail :) I love my family... I just wished I liked them at the same time.

-BlackSaphirax

Questions with no answers #1

If you know something is wrong and when you ask, they lie? Do you leave it or do you.keep asking because you love them...?

-BlackSaphirax