Gone

I almost lost him.
I couldn't breathe.
My legs collapsed.
All I could think was "Ive lost him. What's left to live for? You've lost the only person who cares enough to love you unconditionally. I've lost him"
Taunting words. No breathe. Cold ground.
Gone. He was gone...
But he came back... Why did he come back? What am I worth?
Was it blackmail? Did he feel guilty? Why did he come back to me? I'm not worth it...
But he came back. I have him back.